- WHATEVER(:

Hey wasssup yoz!

This week has been quite a tough week for mi... alot of struggling with myself has been going on... and at some point of the time.. i just felt like giving up... but thank God i didnt.. if i had given up.. i dunno wats gonna happen to mi.. its been a rough week.. and i tink i needa pray more and read more of God's words.. for i know tat hes there for mi... all the time..

Things hasnt been turning out the way i was expecting it to be.. and at some point of time.. i was very frustrated with it and its like.. why am i suffering so much.. wat did i do to deserve all these... these few days is like.. im living on my own strength and its like i realli cant live liddat... i've became so self centered tat i lose sight of the Lord... He was nowhere to be seen... as i was too self centered.. so i was rather remorse bout it.. and i shld keep on reminding myself to stay focus.. and to pray to HIM... had a talk with Ms Leong.. and she realli enlighten mi a lot.. like.. in a way.. things has worked out to be.. there is a reason as to why it happened... and tat reason is given by God.. He planned it to happen it tat way.. which all of us might not know why.. but im sure it has a gud meaning and purpose behind it..

went for cell group today and learnt about stewardship.. which is being a servant.. u guys may think tat being a servant is a very lowdown job or its some job whereby u definitely will take it for granted.. but how many of u have think tat without them... there world might not be a better place... like for example.. without the janitor.. whos gonna clean the toilet? whos gonna maintain the cleaniness and make it clean and hygenic for people to use? will u clean it up for others to use? i have learnt being a servant is a honour... and its one of the greatest ting a person can do in his/her life to serve others.. serve others and blessed them.. just as we were blessed... i seriously tink tat everyone deserve a blessing and everyone can make a difference.. be it a small one or a big one.. in each other's lifes....

i hope more people can response to this post after reading this.. would reall appreciate to see the response... thanks..

guess i shall just stop here...

enjoy!

peace out! =)