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Hey wassup Yoz!

Had quite a long day today in school.. supposedly to end school at 1 pm.. but there is these heu campus training workshop for the class.. now i kinda feel tat the school is all out to stop us from doing wat we wanna do in class.. with tat programme.. it literally can do all the job.. EG: MSN.. leturers can literally blocked out MSN if u are signed into the Heucampus software.. and it kinda FORCES u to have no choice but to sit there and listen to the lesson.. simply because there is nothing for u to do but to listen to the lesson...

Went for Judo today and yes! I Gotten my YELLOW belt! haha.... feel rather happy.. but the happiness was short-lived... the training today was like crazy... Sensei seem to be high on sugar rush today.. haha.. not in a bad way.. the training was very tough today.. and it literally wears mi out during warm up alreadi.. we did a lot of warm up exercises.. a lot more than wat we use to do in the normal training.. then it dawn onto mi that because we are alreadi yellow.. the training standard naturally will have to rise up abit.. and also because of the upcoming competition... hence explained the crazy and very tiring training..

These few days.. i just feel so stressed up.. with all sort of things.. and all i need is a BREAK! i need a break!!!!! my body system is like running triple the speed in order to work... and because of these.. im getting paranoid over very trivial things.. things which usually i dun even care about... i was intending to take a break from everything for about a week.. cox im realli tired.. i haven realli rested.. my body hasnt realli rested...and for dunno wat reasons... even when im sleeping at night... i tend to get up every single hour.. it realli interrupted my sleep la... and it causes mi not being able to concentrate.. i dunno how long how i can hang on somemore.. but i wont give up.. no matter what.. for i know tat HE will be there for mi... i just pray tat HE can realli give mi some peace in my heart and some rest for my body to get on track...

Kinda just realize Poly life is not as easy as wat the others thinks.. there are tons of stuff to do.. and its not asd relaxing as it seems to be.. many have thought tat Poly life is very slack. can wear home clothes.. can go to school at different time of the week.. but they dun know wat we are going thru..

well.. i shall continue to hang on and move on.. hopefully my system wont break down so soon.. not like my laptop.. i hope my body system wont crash so soon ( because it has not crashed since i was born, high chances of crashing down)...

Oh ya!
Happy birthday to JOEL! i dunno whether he will read this.. but anyway..
Happy birthday once again!

alrights.. tats all for today... =)