Hey guys...
Somehow i thought that after my exams.. life will be a much happier thing for mi... But somehow.. it seems like its not...
So many things has happened around.. and i dun even wanna go and think about it.. somehow in some way or another.. i just feel like a total idiot.. a guy whose totally useless in everything.. people say try to be the jack of all trade.. master of none... but currently i tink im an idiot of all trade... master of uselessness... some how tings always happened and in the end.. i always dun get to enjoy the fruits of it... and further more.. i tink i might even get people into troubles and stuff...
Somehow.. i dun feel like i deserved to be in the world and be a burden to everyone and even gets people in to hot soups... i find that im a selfish bastard and should not have even been born in the first place... wats the point of having such an useless, selfish, unloving and stupid asshole in the world?
There are many things i wanted to change about myself but every single time i try.. i some how get worst or i failed..
Life hasnt been gud and i doubt it will be...
so one day.. if alan decides that an end shall be put to it..
IT SHALL BE DONE!