IM BACK!
hahaha... im finally back to blog after a week or soo... this whole week has just been busy busy busy!!!
Okayes.. let start off with Sunday (30th march)..
Went to my cousin place on sunday.. to celebrate his baby boy.. shane's full month.. the baby is very cute! (like which baby is not cute?! -.-)... then met up with my other cousins as well.. sat there talk crap.. watch tv... then look at baby..
Baby SHANE!
Baby SHANE!
Then on Monday, Tuesday and wednesday.. im gonna lump all into one whole ting instead of separating.. if not the blog wil be very long.. but NO WORRIES.. i will HAVE PARAGRAPH! ..
So on monday.. went to sku for the briefing.. feels rather weird.. not rather weird.. is very weird. cox i dunno anybody there beside my class people.. as i dint go for camp eagles.. then manage to slot my name in and my partner is iman.. to be a class OGL.. MF0803! thats the class iman and i will be taking! hahah.so gonna rocks their socks off man! hahahaa.. then did the campus tour.. it was so so and ok for mi la..
Tuesday was okaye.. met some new friends alreadi.. then go thru some realli boring registration stuff.. and do the performance for the orientation programme on monday.. its was like a "so-so" day for mi on tues.. kinda tiring also...
Wednesday was FUN! wednesday was like games day.. cox we needa go thru the dry run for the games.. ( its like trainers camp in my sec sku... how i miss those days)... but of course it was not run in a camp style.. and that i realli have alot of fun playing those games.. especially the NYP hunt! goodness. it was fun la! but too bad ONLY DPE classes get to play that.. hahaha.. then found out some "funnie" stuff inside as well.. those who went shld know wat im talking bout.. haha.. but overall. the wednesday one is the most fun! but tiring as well la! cox its physical and such.. and of course.. this time i make more new friends.. and guess wats our group name??
Card Pyramids..Took us so long to get it done!
HIPPO- ELEPHANT!
and of course there are some other funnie names by the other groups like.. "Lions"... ""laohu" (lion in chinese)...
Oh ya.. forgot to say.. Iman .. celest and i was recalled back for an reaudition as student Emcees for NYP Graduation Ceremony 2008... some discrapencies... and i wont wanna go into details...
And Lastly! Congratulation to those selected to be Instructors in Dunman LTC 08!
i was actually pondering whether to write how i feel or to make it a nice one.. but anyway... i wasnt called back for a long time.. ever since sec 3 that time.. after that camp.. i wasnt called back anymore.. and sec 3 that time i was selected as sub committee... well.. there are alot of people that says that the committee is bias and that they onli choose the same bunch of people whom they like.. apparently.. it seem to be the case.. but i dun realli know how it goes.. cox seriously ar.. there are A LOT of other ex leaders from the sku far better than those whom they choose.. but they never get chosen.. i dunno why.. and every year.. i see the same old bunch of people getting selected year after year.. im NOT saying that im realli gud or wat.. im just thinking that am i really that inferior to those people in there.... and that i can confidently say that during that time when i was sec 3.. i gave in all my best and that i can assurely say that i performed well in LTC camp.. im happie for those who got in... glad that some came to mi and ask mi bout it.. but not happie that every year the same old bunch of people keep on get selected..
Kinda irony ah.. many came and ask mi if i got selected.. and that they THOUGHT and feel that i was selected.. but i wasnt selected for dunno how many years alreadi... and its like a cycle... every time they get the same old people going back.. then they never widened their scope to see those OUTSIDE of those people whom they always chose and stick to...for mi.. i know im crazie 90% of the time la.. and that i do stupid and crazie stuff all the time..i know their impression of mi is that im a happie go lucky fella and never get ting done.. but u know wat? people do change and its 5 years alreadi.. and that when im serious.. i get tings done... and it just realli make mi think.. is it whether im realli that bad and lousy and inferior or that they are just simply bias and one sided?? i dun even know why im writing all these.. all i wanted was just to go back and help and serve the sku in camps.. even though i graduated.. as i love camps.. and that i hope the fellow junior can learn something from me.. but they never ever calls mi back.. not once ever since year 2004...of course i can go request for it. but if i do that.. then thats not genuine anymore.. cox they never wanted in the first place..
i guess life is never fair.. and never will be... so might as well live with it.. i wish them all the best from the bottom of my heart though... =)
