Right now at this moment.. i know i realli shouldnt say this...
But im SERIOUSLY bloody stressed up! bloody tired!
Im sitting in my chair staring blankly at the floor.. and everything came crashing down on mi now.. feeling helpless in a way... lonely in another.. im literally screwed... realli needed someone to talk to.. but yet.. there aint one that is there... somehow the bottle inside is gonna overflow.. and im lost... lost in such a way that i dunno how to save the situation... lost in such a way that i dun even know wat im doing right now... lost in such a way that i dun know why i have been doing so many things... Common test is coming... im not at the least prepared... time is so packed that i hardly have time for myself...
if someone is daring enough... pls just stab mi right into my heart with a dagger...
Let mi be a human for once.. just for one time.. i know i shldnt be saying all these.... but i realli reached the max that i can go... i need to vent... im still made up of flesh and blood... no one is perfect and neither am i...