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Suddenly had this very strong urge to blogg.. so wah- lah! im here blogging..

woke up late this morning and this morning it was raining like the entire zoo instead of cats and dogs... i literally couldnt get across the street to get a bus to the interchange and had to take the bus that goes one whole big loop to get to the interchange... but i didnt regret doing that.. although it took superrrr loonnnggggg...

so i board the bus and saw alot of Dunman Sec students... and some other sec sku students.. somehow the journey down to the interchange was a memory lane for mi.. some how or rather.. i felt that daddy God wants mi to remember the times i had with him and the times that i had before im in such a mess now... so on the bus.. i saw alot of Dunman Sec students.. although i dunno all of them in the bus.. but i tink they knew mi.. cox they were looking at mi like as if im some alien like that.. hahahaa.. can tell from their eyes that they must thinking "he is from dunman".. well... not very surprising la huh... i had dunman sec students calling mi in the middle of the streets and say he knows mi.. whereby i dunno him.. hahaha.. so back to the topic again.. i was on the bus.. and as the bus went on... i just felt like im going to sec sku.. just like in the past.. like wat i always use to do... the familiar nostalgic feeling is still the same!

To mi.. that ride down to the interchange was one the best ride i ever had so farr... it was short... but it was great...

Then i took 72... and it was alreadi bout 7.15am.. whereby my class start at 8.. (the journey from my place interchange to sku is 1 hour).. so im bound to be late.. and the bus move realli realli slow.... due to the heavy rain and every stop is full of people wanting to board the bus.. so the bus not onli moves very very slow.. and it also stop at one bus-stop for very long as well.. and i finally reached sku... and rushed to class and reached class at 9am on the dot! im exactly one hour late for class... but guess wats the most amazing thing...

just to let u know.. for this wed 8am class... the rule is that u cant be late for her class.. by 8.10.. if u are stil not there.. u will be locked outside the lab... and will be marked absent even if entry to the lab is granted...

so the amazing part is.. when i reached the lab.. the door was NOT LOCKED! and i happens to sit RIGHT infront of her.. like realli 90˚ right in front of her... so its die die she knows im late..and when i reached.. she knows my name and further confirmed it.. so in my mind i was thinking.. "okaye.. im dead.. shes gonna marked mi absent".. but u know wat! she ONLY STARTED taking attendance at 9am! so phew! i was marked PRESENT.. and not late..

this whole morning was realli an amazing and great morning that i had.. although it was raining like realli bad... but i just felt that God is there for mi... i dun lose anything and yet i gain more things... in the worst situation u can think of...

And just now.. before i left sku.. i was at mac with Joy and mae they all.. using my laptop.. and as some of u knows.. my battery is spoiled.. so i had no choice but to plug my com to the ac power.. and apparently.. i was in mac using one of the ac power.. and then out of the blue.. there is this uncle that plugged out our adapter WITHOUT even letting us know or tell us... so my com literally shut down abruptly.. i had to admit.. at tat instant.. i was pretty mad at him.. because my com is alreadi very full... and that i had a lot of important documents inside.. like my proj and everything.. and next week onwards are presentation and stuff.. i cant afford to crash my com now... so just by switching my com off abruptly without proper shutting down.. my com might crash.. so hence i was pretty mad at the uncle just now.. but i controlled myself and not do anything rash.. i was bout to bang the table though... cox im the middle of something..

Just wanna say arh... although the uncle has gud intention of not letting us charge our laptop as the wire might tripped someone else who is walking.. but every p0ly student.. they know and they know wat to do to avoid such situation.. i mean u cant just say dun use the socket because the wire will tripped people.. the sku installed those socket for us to use la.. and the uncle realli had no right to stop us from using it even though he has gud intention in mind.. at the very least he should let us know.. and let us do it ourselves... he cant just switch off the socket and plug out our charger just like that...

After that.. when i cooled down.. i started to sort things out... something is happening.. dont u realise these few days.. i keep on getting into trouble and such stuff.. so i started to think and think and go thru.... well.. i have to admit that im realli not gud in handling situations like this.. like sometimes .. when things are realli bad or worst.. its even harder to cast our cares on the Lord and to focus on Him.. well.. i realised that although i was pretty mad at that uncle just now.. but everything is okaye.. he is an old man afterall.. im very sure the last ting he wans is another enemy with him... so shall try not to create any more troubles for him.... dunno why after i vented and sorted out thinking.. my heart kinda goes out to the uncle.. i mean he meant well... and for those anger that i had against him.. it just kinda made mi feel rather bad and guilty though.... i mean come on. he is just an old man.. there is no meaning nor any glory in making his life miserable...

SO i just wanna say im sorie for all the bad thoughts that i had... and that i shall repent out of that.. all i can say is that all these things that im going thru.. its not gonna bring mi down.. but gonna make mi alot stronger after i got out of it.. =)