- WHATEVER(:

Ok.. i know im supposed to blog bout work at Colossians in this post..
BUT.. i guess that will wait for a wee bit while..

Finished Mechanics paper today.... totally kinda realli screwed up the whole paper though.. somehow... mechanics is not my thing though.. i seriously think that this time im realli done for.. have to retake the module alreadi...

i know there are many times i said that.. but this time i tink its for real le... shall really pray for it to pass...

there are like so many tings that is coming into my life.. and i seriously needa sort everything out.. sometimes.. i seriously just feel like giving up the fight.. and not do anything... but giving it a second thought.. if i give up.. then wat am i gonna do then? and life aint gonna change even if i give up... so i gathered that i shall pick myself up and continue moving..

Dont know why nowadays that i blog.. i kinda lost the feeling of blogging.. its like i cant blog like how i used to blog.. i mean i can. just that somehow i dunno how come the feeling of blogging is different alreadi.. and its totally towards to the negative side..

i sort of miss everyone nowadays though... the nostalgic feelings kinda linger around... and sometimes it just cant be helped but realli miss those fun loving peeps in ur life.. those fun and crazie laughing moments that were shared together...

in life sometimes when we are really buried under the huge stack of work and we kinda miss out on the joy of life.. life is not all about work though... work is like just a small portion in life that everyone have to go thru... no doubt that its essential that everyone go thru it because of livelihood and stuff..but i tink its the relationships with god... everyone and the values in life that makes up this whole entire thing call "life"....

Last Friday.. when Yiwen called mi out for dinner at Subways... i was delighted.. more of like its another opportunity to meet up with old friends... wats more i know her since primary 5.. we really had a great chat and catching up with each other... not forgetting the great food at subway.. ( my first time eating subway though)....

then yesterday.. when i was taking 27 back home from Hougang after having a nice dinner with the clique...

there was this 2-3 years old girl... for one ting.. i realli dunno her.. and it so happen that this little girl sits right infront of mi with her grandpa... and she kept looking at mi like im a some sort of alien from mars.. but its realli cute to see her face.. looking at mi like some wonder is going on like that.. i realli dunno wats so interesting bout my face though.. like there are pimples all around.. rather fat also.. but the girl just kept starring.. but of course i know la.. she is young and is natural that she stares at mi in that way...

then when her station is reached.. her grandpa carried her.. and begin to walk to the exit.. the lil girl quickly turned her head back at me and lift her small lil hand and waved goodbye to me... that was realli a shock for mi.. because i realli didnt expect that... and for one ting.. i realli didnt expects she knows how to express goodbye at that age.... and at that instant.. somehow i can feel that warmth is there... like its rather warmy and nicee... i mean she is just a lil girl...

Somehow God just realli have His way of expressing his Love thru people though... like through this lil girl... He didnt choose my friends. nor my enemies.. nor my family and cousins who are close to mi... but a small little girl whom i dun even know...

alright.. its really getting late.. i shall go and take my rest alreadi...

Take care peeps... and all the best for the upcoming papers! =)

Hey YO~

just realised i haven blog for bout more than 2 weeks.. so here im back to update..
sorie to keep u guys waiting..
(if u guys are waiting that is)....

i have alot to blog bout my work in Colossians Real Estate firm though.. but i will leave that for the next post.. hahahaa..

Officially ended my work at Colossians yesterday.. like finally... hahahhaa..

then went to shop to buy gifts for Jo.. my cell group leader as she is stepping down from the cell group due to reasons... so sad la... without her. i wont be who i am today... its like God has blessed mi with her as my very first cell group leader in the church.. and has helped mi alot in building my foundation in Christ.. not forgetting the tongue speaking experiences at her home!

SO i bought a realli cute mug for her.. one that would realli make her smile whenever she uses the cup.. cox theres a realli cute smiley face right on the cup.. its realli cute and i tink she will love it..

then as i was shopping... i went to Sony Style... at bugis..and guess wat..

i bought my MP3 alreadi! hahahhhaa.. i got a lil shock when i went in there..
Firstly is because., i thought that the one that comes with wireless/bluetooth function MP3 is selling 4GB at 219 and 8gb at 299... but i was wrong..

the 4GB was going at 299 and the others was the one that i remembered.. sooooo... after pondering and hesitating.. taking my time to think.. with the sales person standing there forever waiting for mi to come to a decision to buy which Mp3.. i have decided on the 8gb one.,. WITHOUT wireless/bluetooth function... so sad la.. cox the one with bluetooth function comes with a free bluetooth headset.. whereas the rest doesnt come with it..

BUT...

nonetheless.. i still like my new Sony MP3! and guess wat?... i tink GOd has realli been extremely good to mi la... yesterday when i went there.. BY RIGHT.. the 8gb was going at 299.. but yesterday.. it was having in-house special.. so the 8gb Mp3 was going at 249! i literally was like "thats freaking cheap!"... and hence i bought it..
and wats more.. it comes with Video function... can watch video in it also..
so its more of like a MP4 instead of a Mp3!

this is how it looks like....

then headed over to this bar called :

2am: dessertbar

its named that way because the place onli open from 6.30pm till 2am.. hahahhaa.. so its kinda unique.. its at Holland Village though.. the price is kinda alright though...

then in the midst of it.. the owner came and told us that since we had such a big group of people there.. she is offering White Wine.. and its on the house... so i drank quite a bit.. and oh gosh... i cant take liquor la... i literally felt a bit drunk after that.. and then the splitting headache came in.... reached home and literally slept all the way till the next morning... kinda having a bit of hangover after i got up.. now i know hows hangover feels like.. felt kinda giddy though for a while during the first half of the day...

but realli.....i enjoyed myself yesterday there.. but also felt kinda sad that Jo has stepped down.. i doubt i can adjust to the new cell group leader though..

anyway.. here are some pics bout the restaurant.. i will post more when i got the rest!

So...... i do hope u guys wont be bored by my entries though.. shall blog bout my work in my next post! stay tuned! =)

till then...........

Hey YO!

IM BACK!

First ting first!!!!!

Yesterday... went to indoor stadium with my cell group for Festival Of Praise also know as FOP for short.. it is an annual event held at the indoor stadium for christian churches all over singapore to gather together and unite in unity to praise GOD... and man.. i have to give 5 thumbs up to FOP 2008!!!!! it was realli amazing.. Parachute band was wonderful.. they literally Rock off the stage man!!! Ruben Morgan and the Hillsong team was amazing.. they just makes things even better and to the climax man! wats most important was that the WORD of God from Rev. Mark Conner was sooooo Fantastic! the Sermon was titled:
"Growing old or Growing up?"

i had to give it up to him as the word realli encourages mi alot and that it once again rekindle that flame i had for God... its just so amazing that God is always there for mi when i realli need Him...

Wats also amazing was that apparently.. yesterday.. everything went realli smoooth for mi... like everything!.. even my hair.. as u guys know my hair is realli long ( i had just have it cut).. but yesterday.. i had absolutely no prob in making my hair and i onli used 5 mins to style it.. and it looks good... (i usually took like half and hour and it looks like shyt).. ahahha.. and and i just felt so at peace yesterday..

im just so thankful for all that He has given mi... for all that He has done for mi all these while... For all the blessing and motivation that He has given mi... Life is short and no one ever knows when they are gonna pass on... im just grateful to Him that im still around... and that He has protected mi with His mighty Hands... Blessed mi with all the wonderful people in my life...Family... Church mates... Schools mates ( Pri, Sec, Poly).. Foreign Bodies.... and all those that are around me...

at the SAME TIME.. when the FOP is going on...

At Suntec City.. Ruff Jack Represent.. a crew formed by some of the seniors in Foreign bodies... went for the Suntec Audition.. and they passed the audition and will move on to the preliminaries... CONGRATULATIONS!

Sorie guys (FB mates) that i cant go down with you guys to support the seniors.. =x

Now im feeling Kinda Jittery though... Gonna go work in Colossians Real Estate Pte Ltd tomorrow.. to stand in for one of the staff who is on holiday leave.. now im just afraid i cant remember wat has been taught.. =x=x=x

i alreadi had some of the staff calling mi yesterday to ask mi to help them do stuff on monday.. must go refresh myself man of the ting that has been taught..

NEEDA STUDY ALSO.. ahahahaa.. exams is just AROUND THE CORNER man.. hahahaha.. but im believing God for his purpose and kingdom.. gonna study and mug hard for the exams.. im very sure He wil be there for mi.. for i know He is always there! =)