- WHATEVER(:

Ok.. i know im supposed to blog bout work at Colossians in this post..
BUT.. i guess that will wait for a wee bit while..

Finished Mechanics paper today.... totally kinda realli screwed up the whole paper though.. somehow... mechanics is not my thing though.. i seriously think that this time im realli done for.. have to retake the module alreadi...

i know there are many times i said that.. but this time i tink its for real le... shall really pray for it to pass...

there are like so many tings that is coming into my life.. and i seriously needa sort everything out.. sometimes.. i seriously just feel like giving up the fight.. and not do anything... but giving it a second thought.. if i give up.. then wat am i gonna do then? and life aint gonna change even if i give up... so i gathered that i shall pick myself up and continue moving..

Dont know why nowadays that i blog.. i kinda lost the feeling of blogging.. its like i cant blog like how i used to blog.. i mean i can. just that somehow i dunno how come the feeling of blogging is different alreadi.. and its totally towards to the negative side..

i sort of miss everyone nowadays though... the nostalgic feelings kinda linger around... and sometimes it just cant be helped but realli miss those fun loving peeps in ur life.. those fun and crazie laughing moments that were shared together...

in life sometimes when we are really buried under the huge stack of work and we kinda miss out on the joy of life.. life is not all about work though... work is like just a small portion in life that everyone have to go thru... no doubt that its essential that everyone go thru it because of livelihood and stuff..but i tink its the relationships with god... everyone and the values in life that makes up this whole entire thing call "life"....

Last Friday.. when Yiwen called mi out for dinner at Subways... i was delighted.. more of like its another opportunity to meet up with old friends... wats more i know her since primary 5.. we really had a great chat and catching up with each other... not forgetting the great food at subway.. ( my first time eating subway though)....

then yesterday.. when i was taking 27 back home from Hougang after having a nice dinner with the clique...

there was this 2-3 years old girl... for one ting.. i realli dunno her.. and it so happen that this little girl sits right infront of mi with her grandpa... and she kept looking at mi like im a some sort of alien from mars.. but its realli cute to see her face.. looking at mi like some wonder is going on like that.. i realli dunno wats so interesting bout my face though.. like there are pimples all around.. rather fat also.. but the girl just kept starring.. but of course i know la.. she is young and is natural that she stares at mi in that way...

then when her station is reached.. her grandpa carried her.. and begin to walk to the exit.. the lil girl quickly turned her head back at me and lift her small lil hand and waved goodbye to me... that was realli a shock for mi.. because i realli didnt expect that... and for one ting.. i realli didnt expects she knows how to express goodbye at that age.... and at that instant.. somehow i can feel that warmth is there... like its rather warmy and nicee... i mean she is just a lil girl...

Somehow God just realli have His way of expressing his Love thru people though... like through this lil girl... He didnt choose my friends. nor my enemies.. nor my family and cousins who are close to mi... but a small little girl whom i dun even know...

alright.. its really getting late.. i shall go and take my rest alreadi...

Take care peeps... and all the best for the upcoming papers! =)