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Praise the Lord for the trials that im going through... it has been a really tough ride.. but im glad that it hasnt been easy.. for it will really allow mi to look to you for your grace and love... and also to realli depend on u instead of myself...

Had a great time chatting with the Lord last night... hasnt been realli communicating with Him literally like last time.. and yesterday night.. as i was lying on the bed.. thinking... alot of tings flashes thru my mind...

i was once told to rejoice whenever a trial come... because when the trial is over.. a stronger person i will emerge as... and that by faith.. greater things will come... whenever somethings bad happened.. it always speak of something sweet and gud after that... in different angle if u were to look at it...

i never realli grasped that in the past.. it sounded sensable to mi and i find that it make a lot of sense.. and i just took it just as it is.. until yesterday.. i realli manage to get the juice of the whole chunk of theory.

Its realli true.. human beings grow stronger in tough cirumstances.. and helps to see thing clearer in a different dimensions... for mi at least i know it worked.... i cant say that all of u will agree to that because the word "stronger" depends on how u wanna see it... so its up to u to decide if tough circumstances make u grow stronger.. but for one tingi know... it worked for mi..

I reckon He is the onli person that truly understands wat im going thru.. if not he wont allow all that... and that after talking to Him.. felt realli comforted.. like as if i was saved and born again as a new christian....

Read the Bible during Make up cell group in the morning and chanced upon this verse that is so true and applicable to watever im going thru now...

"And in fact, you do love all your brothers throughout macedonia, yet we urges you to do more and more.
Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business and to work with your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody" - 1 Thessalonian3: 10-12

the words realli spoke so truely.. like as if its a rehma word... and i tot bout all the times that i have been doing.. i have indeed kept depending on others to live my life.. to ask them to accompany mi when im alone and stuff like that.. i have always been thinking of myself instead of those that are around mi... i have always asked them to help mi with this and that.. never once came across if they are willing to do that...

it is time for mi to wake up from my sleep and to realli get down to living some life.. to realli study and to shine for Him.. be it in the area of Academic... Dance... lifestyles... way of speaking... behaviour.. etc etc...

Thank you for making all these known to mi... Thank you for realli assuring mi that i still have you after all that i have done... Thank you for the graciousness that has always been there for mi... Thank you for always being so merciful which i had always taken it for granted in the past...

The road is tough... but i will keep walking...Bad tings may happen.. but i will still wear a smile and brace thru it... life may be realli hard in the walk of christianlity.. but i will still rejoice in you because a stronger person i will become...

"YOU, dear children, are from GOD and have overcome them, because HE who is in you is greater than he who is in the world!" - 1 John 4:4