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Halo- HA!

im back!

First ting first... HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

okaye.. so i was away.. due to chinese new year (duh).. and well.. sort of ok ok for mi.. as usual.. pretty bored..

On CNY eve... was told tat we wont be going in to malaysia.. but then.. at 12am (new year day)... received news that we are going in! i was literally...
-.-!

so no choice.. went in with them on first day of CNY... slack.. eat.. watch tv.. while the rest gamble their life away...

the adults mahjong.. mahjong and more mahjong..
wat do the younger ones do?

they blackjack blackjack and more blackjack... hahaha!
and wat do i do? tv... tv.. more.. tv.. (with the companion of food and drinks)

but thanks goodness.. we came out on that night itself..

reached home and started doing Sem Project.. manage to get my secondary school friend to help mi out with the webpage.. do until like 3am ++...

woke up at 12 the next day.. (CNY day 2)... went to more house for visitation.. then eventually slacked at Big aunt's hse for reunion dinner (mum side)...

then history continue... mahjong.. blackjack.. tv(for mi)

and then today.. CNY day 3!

went to school for lessons.. pretty much sianzation going back to school on the third day for lessons.. if its not for the revision to get an "A".. i wouldnt be there alreadi.. and wats more.. like half the class aint there! -.-

but nonetheless.. had a little surprise.. the UG lecturer... due to us returning back to school for lessons.. she gave us each an ANGBAO! wahahaa!
this is like the very first time i received a red packet from a teacher/lecturer thru out my entire life of education from kindergarden till now...

okaye.. i chanced upon an article on titanic... then i googled it.. read the whole story of titanic... then i found tis!

Im a big fan of titanic (the film).. and i was thrilled to have found this!

TITANIC 2 TRAILER! (OO!)

BUT!!!!!!

its NOT a real trailer.. went to search and had verified that the trailer is just a mashup of different movies put together.. there is NO titanic 2! so dun be mislead!

but somehow or rather.. it would be damn good if there is a real movie of titanic 2! it will be super duper cool i tink...

SO.. thats pretty much bout all... nothing much to update.. i've got robotics lab test tmr.. so needa go get prepared...

i shall NOT FLUNGED anything this sem! it shall be done! =)

till then!

ps: all of u guys please take care yea.. drink more water.. dun fall sick from all the festive snacks! cox im falling sick from all that.. throat aint that good.. lol!

God Bless!

Okaye.. i onli got a bit of time for this.. because im have a date with God in church later on at 530pm.. and i dun wanna be late!!!

found this story that i realli like.. and feel that i should realli share this story... so yea... kinda bookmarked it wayyy long ago.. but totally forgotten bout it till just now that i chanced upon it and read it again...

GOd is definitely doing something in my life! =)

ok ok.. i shall stop crapping that much and put the story!

A Child's Prayer!

Dear God, are You still awake?
Have You got a minute or two?

You're pretty good at understanding,
And I really need to talk to You.

You see, Mommy came to tuck me in,
Like she does every night.
I was trying to play a trick on her,
Since she can't see without the light.

I was going to close my eyes
And pretend to be asleep.
But when I heard her crying,
I didn't dare let out a peep.

She started talking to you, God.
Did You hear the things she said?
Could You hear what she was saying
As she stood beside my bed?

Why would Mommy be so sad?
I wondered just what I had done,
And then I began to remember
it all As she named them one by one...

This morning we worked in the garden,
But, honest, I really didn't know
That if I picked all those little yellow blooms
The tomatoes wouldn't grow!

Charlie and I were trying to be helpers,
'Cause I know that's what Mommy needs,
But I don't think she was too happy with us
when we pulled up carrots instead of weeds.

Mommy said we should stop for the day,
she decided we had helped quite enough.
I sure had worked up an appetite...
I didn't know gardening was so tough!

we had peanut-butter and jelly for lunch
and I shared too much, I guess...
But I didn't realize until I was done
that Charlie had made such a mess.

Mommy said she needed a nap,
she had one of her headaches today.
She told me to keep an eye on my sister
and find something quiet to play.

Well, God, do You remember all those curls
you gave my little sister Jenny?
We played barber shop...very quietly...
and now, well, she doesn't have any.

Boy, was Mommy mad at me...
I had to go sit on my bed.
She said never to cut "people hair" again.
I guess I'll practice on Charlie instead.

We sat and watched poor old Albert,
I just knew he must be so bored
Going round and round
in the same place all day,
Wouldn't You think so, Lord?

I didn't think it would hurt
to let him out for a while.
I mean, mice need exercise, too.
By the way, have You seen Albert lately?
He's been sort of missing since two.

Mommy sent us outside for the rest of the day.
She said we needed fresh air.
But when Daddy came home she told him
he was trying to get something out of her hair.

We thought Mommy needed cheering up,
so we decided to brighten her day.
But, God, did You see the look on her face
When we gave her that pretty bouquet?

We had gotten a little bit dirty,
so Mommy said to get in the tub.
"Use soap this time," she reminded,
"and please don't forget to scrub."

Charlie didn't like the water too much,
but I lathered up real good.
I knew Mommy would be so proud of me
For cleaning up like I should.

I went downstairs to the table,
but during dinner it started to rain...
I'd forgotten to turn off the water, it seems,
and I hadn't unplugged the drain!

I decided right then it was just about time
to start getting ready for bed,
When Mommy said, "It's sure been a long day,
" And her face began turning all red.

I lay there listening to Mommy
as she told You about our day.
I thought about all of the things I had done
and I wondered what I should say.

I was just about to tell her
that I'd been awake all along,
And ask her to please forgive me
for all of those thing I'd done wrong.

When suddenly, I heard her whisper,
"God, forgive me for today...
For not being more understanding
when those problems came my way...

For not handling situations in the way
You wanted me to...for getting angry
and losing my temper,
Things I know You don't want me to do.

And, God, please give me more patience,
Help me make it through another day,
I'll do better tomorrow, I promise..
. In Jesus' name I pray."

Wiping her eyes, she kissed me
and knelt here beside my bed.
She stroked my hair for a little while..."
I love you, precious," Mommy said.

She left the room without ever knowing
That I'd been awake all the time.
And God, could we make it our little secret?
You know, just Yours and mine?

I'm sorry I was so much trouble today,
I really didn't mean to be...
Daddy says it's tough being a kid sometimes,
but I think it's harder on Mommy than me.

Well, goodnight, God. Thanks for listening.
It's sure nice to know You're there.
I feel so much better when I talk to You
'cause You always hear my prayer.

And I'll do better tomorrow, I promise...
Just You wait and see!
I'll try not to be so much trouble again,
But, God,
please give more patience to Mommy
......Just in case! Amen.

Alright.. i hope u like the story! i love the innocence of the story... guess sometimes when we talk to god.. we often ask Him for stuff... we often neglect the people around us... we know that He understands all things.. and that he can fulfill all things in our life that are necessary...

but thru out this entire story.. there is only 1 line that touches mi the most... and thats the line that says "please give more patience to mommy"....

how many times had we prayed for the people around us? as we grew older.. we might have the tendency to neglect the people around us... we tend to look at ourselves a tad bit more...

God bless us so that we can be a blessing to others.. its never too late to repent... well.. this story certainly has brought back images of myself praying in the night for myself and others in the past when i just became a christian... but i hasnt been doing that lately... its realli a good reminder for mi to start blessing the people around mi...

remember this..

every single one of u are of importance and significance... at least to mi..

alright.. i realli gotta go... dun wanna keep GOd waiting for mi.. hehehehhee =D

have a great weekend! =)

The Story Of The Four Candles

The Four Candles burned slowly. Their Ambiance was so soft you could hear them speak...

The first candle said, "I Am Peace, but these days, nobody wants to keep me lit." Then Peace's flame slowly diminished and went out completely.

The second candle said, "I Am Faith, but these days, I am no longer indispensable." Then Faith's flame slowly diminished and went out completely.

Sadly the third candle spoke, "I Am Love and I haven't the strength to stay lit any longer. People put me aside and don't understand my importance. They even forget to love those who are nearest to them." And waiting no longer, Love went out completely.

Suddenly... A child entered the room and saw the three candles no longer burning. The child began to cry, "Why are you not burning? You are supposed to stay lit until the end."

Then the Fourth Candle spoke gently to the little boy, "Don't be afraid, for I Am Hope, and while I still burn, we can re-light the other candles."

With Shining eyes the child took the Candle of Hope and lit the other three candles.

Never let the Flame of Hope go out of your life. With Hope, no matter how bad things look and are...Peace, Faith and Love can Shine Brightly in our lives.

Back to Blogging to kill time!

im like in school now blogging.. due to the night study make up class..

-.-

seriously.. i dun feel like having that class la.. i had class since 8 in the morning.. and im dying to just grab a nap...

Ivan just sms-ed mi and told mi that hes NOT going for Night Class, again.
everytime he skip night class.. i have to worry bout the damn project. because hes my proj partner mah... and i have to bloody face the lecturer alone and explain everything to him... and being the typical lecturer.. he ask damn lotsa questions.. sometimes i dun even know how im gonna answer his question..

im like bloody stress now.. i just seriously.. seriously need some time out... im in engineering but that does not equate mi to being a machine.. even machines rest..

but then.. on the other hand.. i cannot afford myself to slacken.. because the damn exams is sooo near! i so hate to fail any more modules... like who will want to fail.. right?

yes yes.. im contradicting myself.. just let mi be mi for awhile..

i tink.. like wat Mdm Yee (QC lecturer) has said.. wrong man for the wrong job.. i find that its so true for myself la.. wrong man for the wrong course...

i mean seriously... im not a bolts and nuts guy la.. neither am i the sort that do mathes and physics and drawing all the time.. im like a theory guy... u pass mi any theories.. i can read and understand the ting till its like i can score A la... and yes.. i know alot of u guys can do that too! =)

yes yes.. u guys will say its all excuses.. been there heard that.. its just...........
just.. no interest in the course lor.. like not even a tinge of it..

i have tried my best to tell myself that since im alreadi in it.. might as well do well for it.. and get a good certificate etc etc... but i honestly dun see any future prospect for mi in this line...

to put it in a bad way.. im kinda like wasting time studying for a diploma which im not gonna use it in the future... i regretted so much that i didnt change course earlier when i first got into the poly... if i had knew all these.. i would have straight away change course on the first day of school man....

okaye.. looking it at a brighter side.. this diploma will onli serve as a back up qualification that i will have.. no matter wat.. im not continuing in engineering in future.. this i had made up my mind alreadi.. why go for something whereby u know u wont do well in it and had no interest in... its like forcing urself to do something u realli realli dun wanna do ...

honestly thats how im feeling now la..

if i had interest in bolts and nuts and designing.. i would have chosen DNT in secondary school instead of Food and Nutrition... and of course.. naturally i did wayy better in F&N compared to D&T....

well.. lets just put it that each has their own strength.. and mine apparently is not in engineering....

the reason why im mugging so hard is so that i dun have to repeat anymore modules and waste any more time in this poly doing this course that i hate... and naturally wasting my parents money if i had to repeat one entire semester...

i tink im like most of the people in singapore... rather be the end user than to go and know wat happens and how to produce it.. hahaha!

yea... as a matter of fact.. im not realli keen nor interested on how a handphone is made.. or how a computer is made...hhahaha... =p... no doubt yes.. having some basic knowlegde will help in troubleshooting if anything were to happen.. but i guess thats all that i want to know. the rest.. realli.. is not my cup of tea...

but i do salute those who come up with the technology la.. the nano stuff ... the iphone etc etc. but just that i dun wanna be those people who do those stuff.. contradicting.. i know.

okayeeee... i shall stop whining and start mugging.. less talk .. more work!

night study later... -.-"
tot of it just turns mi offf..

okaye. ciao!

Hellos Cyber world!

its 2am in the morning now and im in the midst of doing my school work...
felt the urge to come blog and update a bit.. so ta-dah!

Im here!

okaye.. so lets update a bit yo

Been realli kinda tied down with several stuff on hands..

Semestral projects..

Mechanical Design Project..

Up-coming QC quiz.... ( which i scored 9/10 for the previous one! whoo hoo)

common test in 2 weeks time..

Semestral exams in bout a mere 1 month time or less....

lastly not forgetting.. Danceworks!

its the last lap alreadi... cant afford to stop for a break now...

i realli realli dun wanna have that kinda disappointing feeling again when i see the results and find that i failed module again... im sure no one wants that for themselves as well..

my eyes aint getting any better.. in fact i tink my eyes has kinda gone worser.. my right eye ( from my side).. totally cant see a ting in the dark.. not even a single tinge of stuff.. its like even in the dark... u can still see some stuff like if u have a table in the room.. u can still see the shape of the table.. the visual outline of the table.. but for my right eye.. its totally pitch dark... arghhh...

Chinese New Year is just next week... kinda having mixed feeling for it though...
to say im excited... not realli.. to say that im not looking forward to it.. also not realli..
so yea. mixed feeling... i truly hope that this year CNY can be a realli nice one for mi...

okaye.. i dun have much to update also.. just come here and wah lah a bit onli...

alright! thank you for reading!

im heading for bed.. shall leave my projects to tmr...

nights people! ( or rather morning people!)

Its Finally SATURDAY!

hahaha.. its 7.55pm.. and guess wat.. i just woke up!
talks bout sleeping eh.. HAH!

okaye.. back to update!

FIRST TING FIRST!

NYP OPEN HOUSE VIDEOS!
the last show on 10th jan!

Part 1

Part 2

Monday (12/01/09)

apparently... i was like late for Mechanical Design Lecture for bout 45 mins.. and i was tinking like "damn im late"... so as usual.. typical mi who hates to be late... rushed like a mad cow to sku... i took the bus.. not the cab.. hahaha..

so when i hit the lecture theatre... it was exactly at 8:45am.. and in my mind... i was tinking like Edmund Change must have alreadi taken the attendance.. saw Jacky and quickly went to sat down beside him.. and whoot!

Mr Edmund Chang: Okay.. i will take ur attendace now.

Jacky: wat the.. i tink he waited for u to come then take attendance lor! -.-

yours truly: Phew! and LOL!

but i guess i was realli lucky and by the grace of God that im not marked late when its a fact that im 45 mins late...

okaye.. so thats the interesting part for monday.. the rest of the day was as mundane as usual.. hahaha.

Tuesday (13/01/09)

As usual.. had night classes...

and gosh..was like drawing circles after circles for the tutorials... and with my eyes condition ( those who knows)... i was realli dying from all that circle drawing.. and the graph paper didnt make it any better for mi.. though it was supposed to help plot better! hahhahaa..

Wednesday (14/01/09)

Woke up late again! -.-

this time lagi worst... woke up at 930.. class is at 10am! and it takes 1 hour from tampines interchange to school.. so i reckon by time im done washing up and hit the interchange and take the bus down.. lesson will be over by then.. then i have another like 2 hours break before the next break..

SOOOO...

i didnt go for 10am tutorial.. officially first time "poning" a class... then i was at home with nothing much to do that early in the morning.. so i washed up and head down to the nearby food court to grab my early lunch! hahaha..

was like craving for Mee Rebus at that particular store in the food court.. so headed down and bought it home to eat.. YUMMY!

headed to school for UG lab... and it was pretty okaye.. the moment the lecturer said "once u are done.. show mi and u can go".. i raised my hand and she came..

and i told her...

"cher.. im done.. see see"

and she was like
' --"! , so fast!'

then she just took a glance while the operation is running and say..

" okaye... no prob.. but can u dun go first?"

i was like "why???".. then she said go around and help those that may need ur help.. ahaha.. i was like.. =.=!

so i helped a few..and made my exit! wahahaha!

Thursday (15/01/09)

Okaye.. this day is funnie! had class as per normal.. then went for Robotics Lab...
i quickly gave my excuse letter for open house to Mr Ching.C.M, apparently is my last sem automatic control lecturer and this sem robotices lab lecturer, so he kinda knows who i was... he even remembered my name la!

-.-

okaye.. so when i gave him the excuse letter.. this situation happened!

Mr Ching: So wat are u involved in Open House?? (still looking and reading the excuse letter)

Alan : Dance....

Mr Ching: Oo! wat kinda dance??? Hip hop?? ballroom?

Alan: hahah. its hip hop...

Mr Ching: is it like a school ting or dance outside one?

Alan: ehh its a school one.. Foreign Bodies

There was this girl that stood beside us...

Girl: u from foreign bodies?!??!!!?

Alan: ehhhhh.. yea?

Mr Ching: eh alan.. show some moves.. i give u extra Half mark for ur lab test!

Girl: Cherrrr... where got half mark one.. want give..give extra one or 2 marks la...

Mr Ching: okaye! i give u ONE extra mark... u never know how one extra mark can come in handy! ( then he laugh very funnily!)

Alan: -.-!

so i did a few moves (without music) for them.. damn paiseh laa.... but lucky the class aint a lot of people at that moment.. so not too bad.. haha.. then Mr Ching continue talking to mi regarding the break out dance.. and ask mi if i break dance.. then he say it will be quite heavy for mi to break dance.. i was like "wth!!!!!" hahahaaa..
then he laugh very funnily again... damn sacarstic la...but he was just joking la.

then my phone spoilt! wat the heck..

rushed down to samsung stores to get it fixed.. cox i did my warranty online.. so i tot they could just access it and then straight away send my phone for repair.. but u know wat.. they told mi they need the contract.. receipt and everything.. (there i was thinking wats the use of doing online registration then?! waste of my time)
the lady give mi express cue.. meaning to say the next time i go there for my phone to get it fixed. i dun have to queue...

so i headed home and quickly find the documents.. but cant find it! ringed my dad.. and he said he will search for mi when hes home.. so i waited..

phew! he found it.. it was with him..

Friday ( 16/01/09)

headed down to Samung store to get my phone fixed!

headed to school.. and everything was as per nomal..

learnt bout Specialisation.. and totally sianzed 3/4!

gotten automation.. which is wat i dun realli like..cox got UG...and automatic controls.. arghh... apparently alot of people got into that not because they chose it.. but because they didnt get the specialisation they want..

i chosed like Manufacturing software... which no one chooses it thru the years... but dunno why.. alot of people choose it this year..

i seriously tink im in the wrong batch of corhorts... choose school also like that.. choose course also like that.. now choose specialisation still like that! -.-!

i shall look ting in a bright side and trust on God that he had his plans for mi.. if not i wont be in this course and in that specialisation... =)

went to cell group after that! been sooooooooooooo loooonngggg since i last went to cell group.. the last time i went was like in august.. due to production whiney practice on thurs.. i could not make it for cell group.. and for yesterday its due to some location problems.. so hence we had it on friday at Sandy's place.. hahaha..

been realli nice being back in Cell group again.. no doubt feel a bit weird.. cox very long never been there.. 4 months++++ .. so yea... did some goal settings and stuff.. and my new connect group.. im the onli guy.. hahaha. but nonetheless it was fun! hahaha..

Saturday (17/01/09)

slept almost the whole day today.. hahaha.. gonna head down to some serious studying after sleeping so long.. hehee..

alright.. thats it for the day!

have a gud sunday! and a great week ahead!

God bless!

NYP OPEN HOUSE 2009!

Whoots! im back from NYP OPEN HOUSE 2009! its realli a great performing experience for mi through out this whole entire 3 days!

Let mi break it down yo!

OPEN HOUSE DAY 1! (08/01/09)

Reached school at 8am for Metrology/QC class.. it was an important lecture that day.. so i cant missed it.. and it was important indeed.. phew.. lucky i never miss it...

Headed to Block E for dance Prac! Did final full run at 1045am.. before heading to the atrium...

Prepared everything.. got changed... put on accessories.. caps.. and Wham! we started walking to the atrium..

The moment we reached the atrium... i was like... "damn.. so many people!" and not to mention.. alot of secondary schools students..

The Emcees introduced us and then we went into position.. at that moment.. i couldnt believe im actually there gonna perform for Open House.. WITH Foreign Bodies some more...

*tempo has reached Critcal level... tempo has reached Critical level....*

the show is ON!

Bounce cheoro was alright for mi.... quickly rushed to the back after that to changed for guys cheoro!

In no time.. the guys cheoro music came... and i cant tink much.. and ran out to hype the crowd...

Gave all i can to the performance!

following up is the girls hip hop... sexay!!!!

the first slot ended very fast... of course with alot of people crowding around to watch!

Jia Rui and Chaozhong gave us comment after the performance..saying that its pretty messy.. not syncro-ed enough.. off timing also...

Stayed at the atrium central garden stage to support our felllow junior, anisa, who is also my group member for danceworks... she is singing for open house.. so we sat there and support.. but we never knew that she is the last singer to sing.. so we waited and waited and listen to the other singers before her...

and wow... her singing is realli dope! no doubt is the NYP Orion singing competition Champion!

Taufik Batisah was there at 2pm.. for NYP Open house... and wow.. the crowd.. his fans are damn lot.. realli alot alot.. manage to catch a clear view of him... dun realli look much different from wat we see in the tv...

well.. u know.. some celebrities can look very different in real life and in tv.. so yea..

Did another full run at 345... headed down to atrium for 445 slots after that... this time we are more confident.. given the first slot experience..

and whoott!!! this time the crowd is even larger than the earlier one! i was totally like bewildered... people are looking and standing there waiting to watch Foreign Bodies perform.. there are like people every where!

The show started! this time it was alot alot better! i was more on the beat and stuff...
everyone feel more confident dancing it alreadi...

the girls hip hop was soooooooo niceeee on tat timeslot..like realli on the music and looks very very gud!

Break off for the day after that performance...

NYP OPEN HOUSE DAY 2! (09/01/09)

Supposed to meet at 9am.. but i woke up late.. reached school at bout 10am.. yea its 1 hr late! -.-

did the same ting.. full run at 1040... and headed down to atrium for 1205 slot performance...

and this time.. day 2 is not my day..

firstly. for bounce opening cheoro.. i screwed up... there was this part that my side were to go down.. and then come up.. but at that moment.. i dunno wat the heck i was tinking... they went down.. and i went up.. then when they went up.. i went down! OO!!!! so malu after that...

then for guys cheoro.. i try my best not to go think bout wat happened in bounce cheoro.. then guess wat... i screwed guys cheoro as well!!! im totally off form on day 2!

after the whole performance.. some seniors said we did not do better than the 1st day.. in fact.. alot inferior than the 1st day.. especially compared to 1st day 2nd slot.. as the 1st day 2nd slot..we did alot etter..

but there are other seniors that fnd that we were better than the 1st day.. in a way whereby we are cleaner and sharper in our moves compared to day 1...

then just as we were bout to go back to Block E.. the emcess announced bout Jean Deanker and the mediacorp roadshows.. and all of us went to the central stage to sit down and watch.. they played "Don't Forget the Lyrics" and whoo hoo... Anisa (junior), Jonathan(BBoy) and Hanisa (senior)... they all went up and played the game.. it was sooo fun la.. watching them... especially Hanisa... she was like as if she hold an outdoor concert to Mariah Carey's "Touch your Body".
and u know wats the best part.. hahaha.. that song was not in the game list.. Jean Deanker asked her wats her favourite artist.. and she said mariah carey.. and BAM! the DJ put t Mariah Carey song.. and its not in the game list.. but she still got the lyrics right in the end!

then they further promote other shows like "serves you right" and "red thread"

For "red Thread".. the cast actually came..and its Celeste Chong! Julian Hee! and Tracy Tan!

to be honest.. Celeste Chong realli look very gud and beautiful.. hahhahaa.. never had i expect to see her in real life.. upclose some more..

well.. For day 2.. we were told that the night open house performance.. Foreign bodies will be using the stage.. and due to the limit of the stage.. hence guys cheoro.. girls cheoro... and bounce were taken out..

NYP OPEN HOUSE DAY 3! (10/01/09)

Reached school at bout 10am as well.. had breakfast with beverly, arisa, anisa, hector... chatted on a few stuffs..
then beverly told us she is still pek cek over wat happened on day 2 night open house..

apparently.. like wat was mentioned above.. Fb was to use the stage.. but when it was the time.. there was this drum set tingy on the stage..and the crew refused to remove it..so Foreign Bodies had to Dance at the open area in the atrium.. which could actually mean.. everyone could have participated in the performance like any of the other..and dun have to take out any items... but oh well.. wats done is done..

had dry run at 1120am... Somehow during dry run.. we lost the form and everything..
so we try to brush up a bit... then headed down to the atrium...

the crowd aint that lot compared to the first 2 days..

this time... im sooooo glad that i have done so much better compared to day 2... was more on the beat and timing..

during the closing locking mass dance.. there was tis part where we had to turn and pose.. and after i turn.. guess wat.. my specs FLEW!! it flew so high and so far that it didnt hit anyone that is near mi.. can u imagine that?

then one of the lecturer quickly ran out and took the specs.. lest anyone step on it while we are still posing and dancing..

after the performance.. went to the room where we put our bags.. and guess wat.. i was soo tired that i fell asleep in the room.. for like a whole 2 hours... while the rest were gaming "left 4 dead"... some are sleeping as well..

Headed down to the atrium at bout 2pm.. to catch campus superstar finalist.. as they had a roadshow.. well... its was pretty alright... the crowd were mainly young teens... like sec 1 to 2... Felicia Chin, pornsak, Li teng and Yuan Shuai came as well..as they are the host for the whole CSS show..

after that... headed back to Blk E for last prac... and oh my.. was realli syncronising to the max... and i got stuck in the spinning part..

okaye.. i have to confess... we were supposed to spin with our left leg.. but due to my knee injury.. i always spin using my right leg.. the same goes for the rest of the shows before that.. so yea..

then Justin came and guide mi in spinning with my left leg... took mi realli realli long to even get a grasp of it.. on top of that.. its onli like an hour left to final show.. and im stuck with the left leg spinning tingy... Dori, ysabel, raffy all were there to guide mi and help mi.... THANK YOU guys soooo much!!! thank you for being realli so patient with mi and teaching mi how to realli spin.. even though i took realli realli long to even grasp it...

After syncronising.. FINAL DRY RUN... then headed down to the atrium...
i guess i was soo thirsty after all the dry run and syncronising.. the first ting i head for when i hit the atrium is the ice mountain water bottle in the ice tub... grab a bottle and drank like half of it...

the crowd started to form.. and grew larger... as it the ending alreadi..

WHAM!

the Performance is ONNN!!!

this time i full out for bounce.. hit every details i could remember... didnt screw up anything.. and this time... im feeling damn high! hahahaa...

changed into guys cheoro black tee... and i try to not stress myself too much regarding the spinning ting... and the song came!

went out and hype the crowd.. this time.. i gave my all.. leaving nothing behind and make sure i hit every beat and every details... and guess wat! i managed to spin with my left leg!!!!!!!!!!! although lose a bit of balance.. but i did it! hit back to the music and did the whole cheoro full out!

the whole performance ended with a locking mass dance.. and damn.. the atmosphere was just so high.. was realli great!

NYP open House finally came to a close... and thru this journey.. i realli had to say i have learnt alot alot..

i can clearly remember last year.. i stood there and watched FB perform.. never did i expect this year i would be performing with them!

last time when i used to see them perform.. i would tell myself.. how i wish i can do those cheoros and realli be a part of it.. and it came true!

i have to say learning the guys cheoro wasnt easy for mi.. i always have this mindset in the past that i cant do dope cheoros... but after this.. i came to realise that with practice..actually nothing is impossible.. of course there are times that i have the tot of giving up.. but im realli glad that i hanged on and get the chance to perform tgt with foreign bodies... thank you so much!

and somehow.. this performance pretty much marks more or less the last performance as juniors for us.. because the next one will be club crawl.. and by then we will be seniors alreadi...

sadly to say.. i havent got the visuals yet.. but once i got it i will blog it up.. i took so many pictures with so many people that i couldnt even remember who i took with and whose camera was it..

alright.. so thats all i have for u for NYP Open House 2009!
i wanna go sleep alreadi.. been a realli tiring week for mi...
yeap...

till then! take care!

Before i get anymore misunderstanding.. please read this post in a peaceful manner.. thanks.

Seriously.. i dunno wat these people are thinking..

they are realli getting on my nerve nowadays.. i sure do have alot of haters nowadays huh?

well... since when did i ever say that i dun respect my parents? that entry.. the one which i vented when i blog.. was blogged when im realli not in a good mood! why cant u people just understand? would u blog anything positive when u are in a bloody fuming type of mood.. and u need a place to vent.. and yet there is nowhere else to go?

i dun blame my parents for ranting at mi to clean up my room u know.. im just mad at that time when my stuff are spoiled.. all the displays and stuff.. are all gifts from my friends.. there was not one that i bought.. every display that was in my room were gifts from friends.. some are bought from overseas.. hence i was pretty frustrated when the stuff were meddled with...

and guess wat.. just a few moment ago before i came to my blog.. i was playing chess happily with my mum, dad and sis... and we are like laughing and having so much fun as a family... all these are the tings that u guys didnt know.. and then u all just judge mi based on wat i wrote when im fuming...

when i reply wadwad with "hit him back in the face"... please.. read the whole ting..

i said.. "i HOPE tings WILL NOT hit him/her back in his/her own face later on in his life.."

and i seriously meant that!

i didnt blame anon for bombarding my blog.. i didnt even hold a single ting against him... its his rights to type watever he feels in my tagboard.. im fine with tat...

but as wat wadwad said... "do UNTO others..."
u know wats the next verse after that...

its says.. "do UNTO others wat other do ONTO you".. i just want tings to be okaye... im not gonna scold him or anything... im not even gonna scold anyone here...

i just feel that.. who knows.. one day he/she could be facing the same ting like i do now.. and i just hope that he wont get that... is that too hard to even understand?

the greatest strength as a christian is not vengence.. its forgiveness... im not even seeking revenge or anything here... and i dun even hold anything against anyone who scolds mi in the first place...

yes.. as human being. i do get angry and frustrated.. but do i do anything to them? have i scolded or slash anyone that bombarded mi out in my blog? i seriously need u all to understand this... im not holding anything against anyone.. im not getting any revenge on anyone..

i just wanna say this... in a peaceful manner... i dun blame anyone that is bombarding my tagboard.. and i wont... im ok with watever is written in the tagboard.. its just that.. when i blogged something.. its just the way its written.. plain simple english.. dun tink too much into it.. and please.. dun have a warped idea of wat is written..

think of it.. let mi show u another side... IF i hold anything against anyone who bombarded my tagboard.. i would have just slash it out and scold tons of things... who knows i could even track the ip and find out who it is..

but hey.. im not that kinda person.. if u guys had known mi long enough.. am i that kinda revengeful guy? if u all were to archive all my blogs entry.. since when have i ever chided anybody in my blog before?

actually.. as a matter of fact.. i dun have to blog out so much to clarify myself.. if u guys realli wanna talk bout christianality.. then i wont even need to blog to clarify myself.. because why shld i bother with wat other people tinks bout mi? wat matters is wat god tinks bout mi..

i used to blog alot of christian stuff in the past.. but because there are non christian readers.. so i try my best to blog something else.. like my daily life and wat goes on in it... how i feel etc etc...

so if i cant blog bout christian stuff. because of its sensitivity... and i cant blog bout my feelings and stuff .. then why shld i blog? right?

both ways i will still get the same ting... wat are u guys expecting to read here?

like i always said.. life aint perfect.. nothing is perfect.. i cant be jolly happie all the times... there are times that im down too... i cant please every single reader who read my blog...

like i said.. if realli.. realli.. u guys are displeased with wat i wrote.. u guys can dun come and read.. its ur choice.. because u guys will onli find stuff that is displeasing.. then wat for u all wanna come and read.. and end up getting offended..

after saying sooo much...

i just wanna head back and say that... i dun lie in my blog or in tags... read it just as the way its written...i dun hold any other meaning when i blog..

i will take all those comments in the tagboard into consideration.. nonetheless. thanks for tagging... all these has brought mi to alot of realisation... alot of tings to improve when i blog... well thats a gud way alsoo..

all these will onli make mi stronger... and i strongly believe so.

Wu- la- la~~~~

Second time blogging in sku...

Just finish my lessons for the day... and i've not much to do.. forgot to bring the materials for projects.. so hence cant do much...

Currently... im supperrrr tired... i guess all the other dancers who are involved in Open House are equally tired as well... but i believe our hard work all will be paid off for Open House..

Last Rehearsal later at 7pm... although.. honestly speaking.. i dun realli feel like dancing.. but the feeling of dancing with the rest just felt so gud... and not to mention.. we trained hard and practice alot for the performance.. so last rehearsal.. last lap to go before Open House performance tmr! =D

As u all can see.. my tagboard is kena bombarded again... well.. nothing surprising.. whenever i blog something negative.. for sure there will be such bombarding..

BUT i just wanna clarify something is that.. i dun lie in my blog.. its where i pinned down watever stuff i had.. and how i feel.. so be it negative or not.. i will just blog it out just as it is..

i do know that of course there will be people who disagree to watever is blogged.. because different people different opinion mah.. we all think differently from each other.. but does that mean that we have to comform to each other standard?

maybe for mi.. i dun like CNY for a certain reason.. but is that anything wrong? does being chinese mean that all the chinese HAVE TO like CNY????

its the same theory as the chicken rice seller.. the seller sell chicken rice.. but does that mean that a chicken rice seller has to eat chicken rice everyday? does it mean that he HAS TO like chicken rice and stick to it at all time?

and regarding my parents.. i do love them and appreciate them alright.. im sure u guys had times whereby u all also will get angry with ur parents for a certain particular reason.. right??? im sure u guys had times where u quarrelled with ur mum and dad also.. right?? im no exception as well..

i just wanna say this ONE MORE TIME... that entry was written when i was fuming.. i need a space to vent.. and the blog is all i have at that moment... so watever is blogged.. of course it is negative! (can u tink of anything positive when u are angry???)

and there is one irony part is that.. if those taggers who hates mi.. and for sure they know they wont find anything satisfying for them in my blog.. i wonder why they still come and read.. and make themselves angry by wat i wrote.. and in the end hauling tons of vulgarities and profanities.. -.-

i always belived in peace talk la... since when did i ever flare up and start scolding people vulgarites when people scold mi.. if u guys realli realli have some stuff that u are unhappie with mi... then just simply put it out nicely.. talk nicely..

if im so not worth to be even talked to nicely.. then just save it lor.. since im that not worthy.. so might as welll save the breathe of even saying it.. there is no point in scolding mi vulgarites.. u can scold as many as u want..and i wont be affected.. because that just clearly show how shallow ur english can get.. and the kinda of person u are..

no one is perfect.. everyone make mistakes here and there.. but the question is that... when someone make a mistake.. do u help the person? or start criticising him/her and trampling down on the person like as if he/she has murdered someone.. or have done something that is worth like a death penalty?

okaye okaye. i dun wanna make this post too negative.. im just here to kill time! thats all.. hence i took the opportunity to clarify and clear up some stuff..

alright then!

bye =)

Hey Guys..

Im back again... like after a few hours!

hmmm... well.. shall blog a bit before i head to bed! hahaha!

alright.. i have to apologise for my previous entry.. because i was realli fuming at that point of time.. and i needa vent it out..

yeap! im NOT scolding/ discriminating/ prejudicing etc etc regarding the wat i say bout the ladies.. lest any of u ladies come whack mi till i die... =x

Later on is the start of a new week again... week 13 of school.. still got bout 6 weeks or so to semestral exams and then followed by holidays!
manage to pass most of my modules this time.. except for Thermofluids... according to Shimei.. so guess i just needa buck up harder.. TRY MY BEST to stay awake and listen to lecture... if i can... those in thermofluid lecture will know how it is...

This coming thurs onward, all the way till sat, is NYP Open House.. together with the other poly as well.. and boy.. i haven realli grasp the cheoro for guys dance! im so dead. this is the first time im so not prepared for performance... and its Open House some more! -.-"

i will realli needa buck up for that! 7 slots of performances in 3 days!

Foreign Bodies will be performing at the following timeslot!
Do make ur way down to support!

Thurs (08/01/09): 1205 AND 1645
Friday( 09/01/09): 1205 ,1645 AND 1900
Saturday (10/01/09): 1205 AND 1645

alright! im heading to bed! got sku at 8am!

nights! =)

A brand New Year.. A brand New Start!

Apparently.. my year aint starting out right.. neither is it nice!

im like so freaking pissed now... with my parents! -.-

Guess wat... With ALL DUE RESPECT TO ALL THE FEMALES AND MOTHERS IN THIS WORLD....

somehow... Females has this " Clean up until spick and span" gene in them!
Early this morning... my mum came in and rant and rant and rant on cleaning up my room..

i mean like, COME ON, in my opinion, i find that the room is a place where i find comfort in... where i can be cozy in and let down all my stress and tirness for the day... and i prefer it the way i want it to. if the room is so neat and stuff... its no longer my room anymore.. because it kinda lost the feel there...

when i wanted to revamp my room, get a new colour on the room, they disallowed... and when i wanna get new furnitures for my room.. they aint that financially ok with that.. so i had to give up that tots... now i cant even want the room to be wat i want it to be.. im not saying like my room is very very messy or wat... its just that.. i dun like it to be too neat.. because i will forget where my stuff are put at!

when i reached home from church.. having the tot to clean up and tidy up my room so that my mother can be satisfied and keep quiet for a while regarding my room.. my Dad starts cleaning up my room.... okaye... i hate people touching my stuff... because whenever they touch my stuff.. something will goes wrong. He literally took all my stuff out and put it in a box.. and guess wat...he just chunk everything tgt... some of my display are broken... my shaver spoiled.. now my shaver doesnt even vibrate! im using an electornic shaver by the way.

and then... My air con spoiled... and he refuses to get it fixed! saying that its gud that the aircon spoilt.. can save money! -.-
and he even say he is willing to sponsor a big fan... like wth!

then after he clean up everything... i have to put everything back! and so many tings are spoiled.. so i just leave it in the box that he put in... no point putting spoiled display....

sometimes.. i realli wonder is the room realli mine? they keep saying the room is mine and i should have the responsibility to keep it neat and tidy and spick and span.... but guess wat.. they have 2 bloody big shelves which is aint mine... and they are chunked in my room.. and IM RESPONSIBLE TO KEEP THAT CLEAN AS WELL! wat the heck la. at first they say just put in my room first... then after CNY or something.. they will put somewhere else... and oh yes.. the shelves has been in my room for 2 years alreadi... and most of the stuff on the shelves are not mine..

Talking bout CNY... i seriously hate CNY... i rather celebrate Christmas more than CNY.
My mum every year tell mi that there are people coming to my house for visitation and stuff.. and every year i try to keep my room nice and presentable.. but then... for dunno how many eons years.. no one has ever came to my hse before! waste all my effort sia....

5 tings i dislike bout CNY!

1) The Music...
Oh boy i hate the CNY music.. they are freaking cheena for goodness sake.. and they sing in that old fashioned outdated style of singing with that chinese music at the back... sorie to say... although yes.. im a chinese.. but im more westernised... im NOT saying that im not proud to be a chinese.. just that.. they aint my cup of tea.. thats all..

2) The Decor!
my goodness! obiang to the max! making the house red until cannot red. I LIKE RED but not in the case of CNY! because its just cheena.

3) Going into Malaysia
Yes.. every CNY.. the first day will go into Malaysia.. and rot there like a fungus till day 2... seriously.. its like wasting the first day of CNY... every year.. go in there.. just sit there and watch tv.... i tried bringing my laptop in last year and my dad was making a big fuss on it.. and i cant bring it in... then when we all go in to Malaysia.. the rest will all be playing Mahjong! I CANT FREAKING PLAY MAHJONG! and i dun even know how to play... so im literally rotting there like a fungus...

4) The comments of Relatives..
Every year.. i have to face their comments.. its either they say im growing horizontally or that they have someting negative to say bout christinality.. or if not.. its comparing mi to the other cousins.. and my mum will rub it in and keep saying why i cant be like this.. why cant i be like that... etc etc... -.-

5) The Cleaning up of rooms/ spring cleaning
Arghh.. hate this part the most! dun need mi to elaborate more.

okaye..

4 tings i LIKE bout CNY!

1) The company of my fellow cousins!
Its gud to like gather tgt as cousins and talk cock and stuff.... catch up with each other on stuff and etc etc...

2) The Food la!
HAHHA.. sure can get to enjoy ba kua( barbeque Pork), and other finger food... its niceee.. and must have this kinda festive season eat then got the feeling... not to mention drinking shandy with my cousins! well.. i dun drink... yea.. so shandy is the furthest i will go.

3) New Clothes, New Pants, New Shoes!
The time for mi to exploit my parents to get new clothes... and all the others stuff like pants and shoes! wahhhahaa!

4) The Ang Bao!
HAHAH.. for sure this one alot of u guys will agree with mi! hahha!

alright... im here to rant! feel so much better after ranting!

till then!