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Back to Blogging to kill time!

im like in school now blogging.. due to the night study make up class..

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seriously.. i dun feel like having that class la.. i had class since 8 in the morning.. and im dying to just grab a nap...

Ivan just sms-ed mi and told mi that hes NOT going for Night Class, again.
everytime he skip night class.. i have to worry bout the damn project. because hes my proj partner mah... and i have to bloody face the lecturer alone and explain everything to him... and being the typical lecturer.. he ask damn lotsa questions.. sometimes i dun even know how im gonna answer his question..

im like bloody stress now.. i just seriously.. seriously need some time out... im in engineering but that does not equate mi to being a machine.. even machines rest..

but then.. on the other hand.. i cannot afford myself to slacken.. because the damn exams is sooo near! i so hate to fail any more modules... like who will want to fail.. right?

yes yes.. im contradicting myself.. just let mi be mi for awhile..

i tink.. like wat Mdm Yee (QC lecturer) has said.. wrong man for the wrong job.. i find that its so true for myself la.. wrong man for the wrong course...

i mean seriously... im not a bolts and nuts guy la.. neither am i the sort that do mathes and physics and drawing all the time.. im like a theory guy... u pass mi any theories.. i can read and understand the ting till its like i can score A la... and yes.. i know alot of u guys can do that too! =)

yes yes.. u guys will say its all excuses.. been there heard that.. its just...........
just.. no interest in the course lor.. like not even a tinge of it..

i have tried my best to tell myself that since im alreadi in it.. might as well do well for it.. and get a good certificate etc etc... but i honestly dun see any future prospect for mi in this line...

to put it in a bad way.. im kinda like wasting time studying for a diploma which im not gonna use it in the future... i regretted so much that i didnt change course earlier when i first got into the poly... if i had knew all these.. i would have straight away change course on the first day of school man....

okaye.. looking it at a brighter side.. this diploma will onli serve as a back up qualification that i will have.. no matter wat.. im not continuing in engineering in future.. this i had made up my mind alreadi.. why go for something whereby u know u wont do well in it and had no interest in... its like forcing urself to do something u realli realli dun wanna do ...

honestly thats how im feeling now la..

if i had interest in bolts and nuts and designing.. i would have chosen DNT in secondary school instead of Food and Nutrition... and of course.. naturally i did wayy better in F&N compared to D&T....

well.. lets just put it that each has their own strength.. and mine apparently is not in engineering....

the reason why im mugging so hard is so that i dun have to repeat anymore modules and waste any more time in this poly doing this course that i hate... and naturally wasting my parents money if i had to repeat one entire semester...

i tink im like most of the people in singapore... rather be the end user than to go and know wat happens and how to produce it.. hahaha!

yea... as a matter of fact.. im not realli keen nor interested on how a handphone is made.. or how a computer is made...hhahaha... =p... no doubt yes.. having some basic knowlegde will help in troubleshooting if anything were to happen.. but i guess thats all that i want to know. the rest.. realli.. is not my cup of tea...

but i do salute those who come up with the technology la.. the nano stuff ... the iphone etc etc. but just that i dun wanna be those people who do those stuff.. contradicting.. i know.

okayeeee... i shall stop whining and start mugging.. less talk .. more work!

night study later... -.-"
tot of it just turns mi offf..

okaye. ciao!