Disappointed
Seriously right now.. i have no words to describe how disappointed i am with myself...
everything that can went wrong with mi today had all went wrong...
Firstly, in class lab session... i accidentally caused a power trip in the entire lab and because of that.. the entire class... some of them didnt save their work.. and its 3D drawings... and the lecturer has no way of getting the electricity back hence the class was dismissed early.. after drawing for 3 hours plus... i was alreadi on the verge of killing myself for causing that... i realli didnt mean to but the facts remain that i caused an electric short circuit and people's 3 hours of hard work and drawings has all been gone to waste...
Secondly, for FB audition, i should have just know better to glue myself to the floor and sit there... but no.. i had to screw everything up... i have nothing to say bout how bad and lousy i was...
For now.. i realli have no words other than disappointment and more disappointment in myself...
it has come to a point whereby i feel that 'sorry" no longer works for mi to say that.. i dunno wat i can do to redeem myself from all that mistakes... i realli dont know..
Later on is National Day Parade Rehearsals from 1pm to 8pm.. i dunno how im gonna bring myself to do that after what has happened.
Disappointed.
Seriously right now.. i have no words to describe how disappointed i am with myself...
everything that can went wrong with mi today had all went wrong...
Firstly, in class lab session... i accidentally caused a power trip in the entire lab and because of that.. the entire class... some of them didnt save their work.. and its 3D drawings... and the lecturer has no way of getting the electricity back hence the class was dismissed early.. after drawing for 3 hours plus... i was alreadi on the verge of killing myself for causing that... i realli didnt mean to but the facts remain that i caused an electric short circuit and people's 3 hours of hard work and drawings has all been gone to waste...
Secondly, for FB audition, i should have just know better to glue myself to the floor and sit there... but no.. i had to screw everything up... i have nothing to say bout how bad and lousy i was...
For now.. i realli have no words other than disappointment and more disappointment in myself...
it has come to a point whereby i feel that 'sorry" no longer works for mi to say that.. i dunno wat i can do to redeem myself from all that mistakes... i realli dont know..
Later on is National Day Parade Rehearsals from 1pm to 8pm.. i dunno how im gonna bring myself to do that after what has happened.
Disappointed.
