hmmm... a brand new year, a brand new start? i think... more of like forget it... the moment this year start.. everything went wrong...

somehow... i can foresee that this year is gonna be quite a tough year to get by... i get the feeling that God is realli putting me to the test... all this trials and stuff... im not gonna be like last time... all these aint gonna pull me down... it onli makes me stronger...

Criticism may comes... negative words may come... and i must admit i dun realli do very well in that area... but nonetheless i still have to deal with it... its part and parcel of life... i have to get out of my comfort zone and not always expect things to work my ways...

im not gonna give a shit to wat others say unless its constructive... for wats the point i make myself so miserable to keep thinking bout wat and how other people think of me... im not opening myself to howling abuses here.. but unless u guys have constructive comments or criticism... otherwise... its just gonna go in and go out of my ears... its like "whatever la.."

i tink its time for me to live life.. seriously...

screw those negative thoughts... its time to live right... and its the right time to live now..

Just did the facebook "God wants u to know" thingy.. the words are so timely...

"that your remedy for anxiety is the question: 'Will this matter in a year from now?' All too often you get so involved in things that you look at life through a microscope. Amplifying manifold, an invisible speck becomes an insurmountable mountain. Put down the microscope and imagine yourself a year from now looking back at today: 'Does this really matter?''

the main thing came to me is that " does this really matter" and immediately.. all the bad tings came to my mind and i started asking myself.. does it realli matter? am i realli looking at things from a microscope and tend to magnify problems and stuff?

will it matter so much a year later.. and realli, i tink i pretty much get the answer myself... it will matter onli if i keep harping on it and looking at it.. and one year later tings will still not change...

looking at all these negative events.... and all these lil trials.. yes they are indeed annoying... and it gets on my nerve.. but im sure i can get out of it.. and one year later.. this is history man...

Thank GOD for that great timely word! God indeed speaks to us thru all things... facebook also can! LOL!

alright.. done with my venting and wat i wanna say... needa let it out... felt soo much better letting it out...