Ups and Downs
Finally back yet again... its 12.32 am right now.. on a monday morning.. cant realli go to sleep due to coffee... somehow i kinda dislike the nescafe coffee.. and decided to brew some espresso aka coffee black aka kopi-O to drink.. hahaha.. aint too bad.. loving the coffee.. :)
Somehow.. alot of things had happened within the short span of weeks.. many Ups and downs.. wats even harder was to put on a facade of smiles and show the brightful side of me when im not even brightful at all...
Many times.. tears were bout to fall but i fought it.. i fought it hard enough to not even let one drop fall....
the places that i went to with you.. the memories that we had.. the happy times that were shared.. everything gone in a split second when u decided to leave.. this entire week has just been hard.. everything just kept reminding me of you.. the lil actions that u made... the stuff that u bought.. and the clothes that u tried at the shop.. everything just keep coming back to me this week.. except for you... all i ever have now is just memories.. i will never forget the times spent..
thank you for that great memories and the great time spent together.. i realli cherished it.. from the very first time we met.. till the day we parted.. i clearly remembered all the time that was shared.. the places that we went together before will never be the same for me anymore... i miss you.. i miss you so much that i myself dun even know how to comprehend...
i told myself i will not disturb u after tat last msg that i sent to you.. and im trying hard to keep that self- promise... i needa move on i know.. but i cant right now.. one week ago.. we were still happy and fun.. but one week later.. everything changed.. and i never knew that the impact could be that massive...
i know i have alreadi lost you.. but i just wan u to know that i realli misses you... i dunno if u will ever see this.. but if by any chance.. any stroke of luck u chanced upon this.. i wan u to know that u will always be a part of my life .. a part of my life encounters that's sweeet..
On a brighter note..
YOG first combined rehearsal was pretty okay.. with the students.. though there are some cock ups and chaos... but it being the combined rehearsal.. all those are bound to happens..
im just glad that the students enjoyed performing on the stage and not finding it a chore and a bore to be part of YOG.
Regarding Army.. 2 more weeks and im heading in.. dunno wat awaits for me on that island across singapore.. but wat has to come has to come... i hope i will be able to brave through that 9 weeks and the subsequent remaining months at the unit.. which will amount to 2 years..
Blessing to be in PES C?? maybe i guess.. but things might always happen.. never know... so yeap... shall go in with an open mind and keep positive..
alright.. thats all i have for this time.. needa rest... been an emotional rollar collaster ride these weeks..
thank you for reading.. take care.
Finally back yet again... its 12.32 am right now.. on a monday morning.. cant realli go to sleep due to coffee... somehow i kinda dislike the nescafe coffee.. and decided to brew some espresso aka coffee black aka kopi-O to drink.. hahaha.. aint too bad.. loving the coffee.. :)
Somehow.. alot of things had happened within the short span of weeks.. many Ups and downs.. wats even harder was to put on a facade of smiles and show the brightful side of me when im not even brightful at all...
Many times.. tears were bout to fall but i fought it.. i fought it hard enough to not even let one drop fall....
the places that i went to with you.. the memories that we had.. the happy times that were shared.. everything gone in a split second when u decided to leave.. this entire week has just been hard.. everything just kept reminding me of you.. the lil actions that u made... the stuff that u bought.. and the clothes that u tried at the shop.. everything just keep coming back to me this week.. except for you... all i ever have now is just memories.. i will never forget the times spent..
thank you for that great memories and the great time spent together.. i realli cherished it.. from the very first time we met.. till the day we parted.. i clearly remembered all the time that was shared.. the places that we went together before will never be the same for me anymore... i miss you.. i miss you so much that i myself dun even know how to comprehend...
i told myself i will not disturb u after tat last msg that i sent to you.. and im trying hard to keep that self- promise... i needa move on i know.. but i cant right now.. one week ago.. we were still happy and fun.. but one week later.. everything changed.. and i never knew that the impact could be that massive...
i know i have alreadi lost you.. but i just wan u to know that i realli misses you... i dunno if u will ever see this.. but if by any chance.. any stroke of luck u chanced upon this.. i wan u to know that u will always be a part of my life .. a part of my life encounters that's sweeet..
On a brighter note..
YOG first combined rehearsal was pretty okay.. with the students.. though there are some cock ups and chaos... but it being the combined rehearsal.. all those are bound to happens..
im just glad that the students enjoyed performing on the stage and not finding it a chore and a bore to be part of YOG.
Regarding Army.. 2 more weeks and im heading in.. dunno wat awaits for me on that island across singapore.. but wat has to come has to come... i hope i will be able to brave through that 9 weeks and the subsequent remaining months at the unit.. which will amount to 2 years..
Blessing to be in PES C?? maybe i guess.. but things might always happen.. never know... so yeap... shall go in with an open mind and keep positive..
alright.. thats all i have for this time.. needa rest... been an emotional rollar collaster ride these weeks..
thank you for reading.. take care.
